Just wanted to update everyone on how I’ve been doing since I got my erectile device and so far everything has been going well. There have been a few set backs even though things have per say been “doable”.

So for those wondering , sex is pretty simple enough. A few pumps, when its done you can’t pump anymore, penis is extremely hard at this point. I’ve heard in the past comments made from other sources that the inflation in these devices weren’t as rigid as semi rigid devices I don’t see how that could be true, well at least not for all inflatable devices so much homework is to be done when picking the right device for oneself. Deflation is just as easy find the button in my sac at the top of the inflation bulb press and squeeze my dick a little and it goes down in seconds. Now, comes the fun stuff, somewhere during healing my left cylinder shifted down. So as the swelling has gone down I found out where it went its in my groin a little bit which sucks but doesn’t stop much. But the device isn’t compromised at all so he just he to flush, re dilate, and put it back in place so it can reset.

The second pain in my ass or should I say sac, is my pump in my left sac decided to ride itself allll the way up into this weird ass position that doesn’t make it comfortable to inflate or deflate. It felt like at one point the pump even did a 360 thing lol. I’m sure it was just me tripping out but it felt like it just figuring things out as I get used to how things feel. I do have a lot of pelvic soreness due to the fact the device is anchored to the pelvic bone which many forget about until it kicks in later. I find this is alleviated when I deflate but I definitely feel like I am bloated as all hell ugh.

Other than this I’m a pretty happy camper, letting my glans heal more before messing with my urethra or doing more glans detailing. As I wanted glansplasty last stage as I was sick of not having it and I wanted it last dang summer lol. I know the risk there is dealing with glansplasty and erectile devices at the same time so I’m being patient still. Hopefully this is the last stage of the erectile dysfunction chronicles and I can continue on with customizations so things are just the way I’d like so I can fully heal, rehabilitate, and get back into the gym. Feels like 50 years lol.

Surgery is the 22nd but until then I shall enjoy my birthday week!😎

Until after surgery in shaa Allah,


So the title is a tad misleading but the bumps in the road make for stories and experience lol. So I’ve had my implant for like 3 weeks in that time things have been healing excellent my glans are still perfect not infected and healing really well. My body had a weird way of healing and due to this its pushed my pump wayyyy to high which was problematic from the start. But starting sat morning my pain level shot through the roof out of no where and I was kinda stuck all day. Moving was horrible walking was a pain in the ass. Sunday I finally went to the er when it didn’t pass. They sent me out with antibiotics and pain meds. That brings me to this morning…

I’m sitting here at cpmc now after Chen directly admitted me under the suspicion that I have an infected. I haven’t had any fevers, appetite has been pretty normal, my penis isn’t extra hot nor my pubic area. But there is pain and my WBC (white blood cell) is a bit high which normally means something is a midst. However, my wbc is usually always high, it’s been that way all my life. But in this instance I’m not taking any chances. So after a twenty min debate/discussion with Chen we decided it would be in my best health to remove the device for the time being, flush everything, put me on antibiotics, let me heal further, and then re-implant the device with a few tweaks this time now that he sees how my body functions and heals. I’m far from happy about this but if it’s in regards to what’s best for my health then I’m all for it. So when he’s done with this mornings phallo around 3-4 then he’ll take me down to the OR. I’m trying yo be positive about this but when you really want something it does take a slight toll. I keep telling myself it is just a minor thing but to my manhood its major because I know just how much it improved my confidence even without using it formally. Some what the same feeling I had after phallo that’s how I was sure I made the right choice. I’m just really happy the device itself did not malfunction at all my body is being truly temperamental so we have to wait for the tantrum to run its course.

When he puts the implant back I’ll be on antibiotics days before and for maybe two weeks after. I was only on for 4 days after surgery and this also probably allowed things to shift a bit as far as scar tissue pushing things up. In hindsight the only thing I’d change would be the time I am on antibiotics. As far as the implant itself I’d do it again in a heartbeat because that’s what I need to feel whole within myself. I know its going to work itself out sometimes it just has to go a different route to get there. He may place the device again in march when he does my urethra or he may wait 6 weeks and then do the implant. As long as I get it back I don’t care lol. And just like hiccups you can never predict when or where they will strike but it happens and then out of the blue its gone. I really don’t count this as a complication just my body being the awkward complicated bastard it is lol.

See you all on the flipside though, my pup Bruce is asleep so I’m taking a nap too lol. Well until they come in here poking me with crap, ugh. 

Until next time,